Week 16

Another week down!  This week was pretty hard and frustrating.  We received some bad news about some of our investigators.  To summarize, we have 3 investigators that want to be baptized, but can´t because they are not married.  It´s something frustrating for us because they have the desire to be baptized, but can´t because of marriage.  It´s also frustrating because it´s a situation that we can´t necessarily control or force.  We can only invite and encourage.  We also have 3 investigators that want to be baptized that are teens, but their parents won´t let them.  We can´t even meet with one of them because their Mom won´t let us.  The other two, Felix and Brian, can´t be baptized because their father thinks they aren´t ready.  It just seems every time we´re about to have success, something happens or comes up.  Overall, it was a super frustrating week and I asked myself a lot why I was even here?  I´m seriously working so hard and doing everything I can to help these people, but like I said, I can only invite and promise blessings.  I just had to remember that I am not here for myself, I´m here for the Lord.  I may not ever see these people get baptized or have success in this area, but I´m trying my best and I feel that matters most.  I hope that things can improve this week as we continue to work hard!  Sorry for the short email, love and miss you all!! Merry Christmas!!